Freedom.

Bismillah.

Just got back from KK manjoi. Today, half day je started at 2pm - 5pm. have been measuring and plotting the growth chart before I realized I did it wrongly. TAHNIAH. but, I am someone like that whom learn more after making mistakes. Btw, measuring weight, height and head circumference are not that easy. org suruh berdiri atas weighing machine , die duduk . nak timbang dalam weighing box, meronta tak henti2. nak ukur panjang, eden ni hah di tendangnyo. but, not to complain. I just love those :)

Pagi td join school health team , KK Buntong. giving DTaP, polio and measles vaccination for standard 1 and HPV for form 3. But, it was just a mopping (kpd kanak2 yg tertinggal injection shj) . Maka, tak boleh lah nak mene-ry (to try) cucuk kanak2 tersebut. sikit je pun yg tinggal. mereka patut bersyukur :)

FREEDOM!

Having to talk about freedom, somehow I feel unhappy trying to behave apart than I used to. I mean, bukan lah up to the extend buat dosa atau melanggar adap2 pergaulan atau even norma2 kehidupan seorg Islam or even malays (eceh. saya gadis melayu :P) It's just that when you are not able to be your own self / character / behave as what you usually do. Definitely unhappy :( oklah. takde lah definite. hyperbola sangat lah kan. but SLIGHTLY unhappy I can say. I would still able to do my job, but not as funnnn or as treasure as I normally do things.

I love to try than to watch

I love to share than to keep

I love to ask and question rather than accepting

I love to think to rationalize

I love to embarrassed myself for the sake of learning

(when necessary lah! )

I love to walk rather than seat

I love to take opportunity rather than wait to be given

and I love to learn!

so long those add -on to my current knowledge. and for those list that I love. I don't mind working hard for it. Eventually, I will just do it even without noticing it. to do that, I need FREEDOM and ENCOURAGEMENT . even if without encouragement, I'll still able to go on. but, without freedom, I'm broke. broken. Lagi pun , I never be the top in the list pun everytime exam, that's among the reason of me working slightly extra. but not merely because of result, more importantky for the sake of knowledge. I JUST WANNA LEARN! tak kesah lah markah berapa pun so long I never repeat my paper and finish my long-life med school in 5 years w/o delay. Insya Allah.

and I know I'm stubborn much.

It's just so hard to control.

Because I'm stubborn.

STUBBORN

and

got BURNED.

Wallahua'lam =)